Showing posts with label after. Show all posts
Showing posts with label after. Show all posts

Monday, September 7, 2009

So what now....


Now the dust has settled on my tumultuous couple of weeks I am left wondering what next.


My dad starts chemo in hospital this week - mum will be looking after him and because his immune system will be shot none of us will we won't see him for the next little bit.


I have updated my resume. Registered with some recruitment agencies. Applied for a couple of jobs. Started networking and getting the word out that I am looking for work.


Now what?


I have gone from having very little free time to all of a sudden having time. I seem to get less done the more time I have. One of my friends suggested I put together a weekly schedule to make sure I get things done and create a new routine for myself. Probably a good idea.


I find myself in the strange limbo land. Waiting for my dad to get better. Constantly watching my bank balance to make sure I don't run out money. Searching for a fabulous part time job. Applying for that fabulous part time job. Waiting to hear if I get the fabulous part time job.


I don't do waiting and uncertainty very well. I will meditate more and try and relax and go with the flow.....